I don't know why. I just want to cry. I don't know why. All things have gone. Why can't I forget all the things? JUST LET BYGONES BE BYGONES. Why? Why not put away that things. I can't forget him. I will never forget him. I know, I can't cheat myself. What can I do now? Two months have already past. I still miss him. I don't know what to do. Oh,my god. Just go and find a place to cry alone. Leave me alone. When the darkness is aroud me,I can see nothing but him. And I can feel my tear so clear. Oh,how can you imagine the two months? And I still have twenty month or even two hundred month or two thousand month. I am so tired. Oh,just give a place to cry. You know I am not that guy who dares to cry before others. I am watching <desperate housewife>. I found that all women have their own bother. But most of them are lucky maybe. At least, they are or they have been loved by someone so deeply. Every time I see Bree crying,I feel so sorry. But I am kind of desperate now. Just leave me alone.
